Kenny keeps telling me to find something I could sell online or something.

I have been braking my brains over this what I could make or anything like that to even sell

I'm so lame and uncreative, haha!

I just can't catch a break though, it's the one rejection after the other lately with these job adds, and as of July I'm going to have to get by with 380€/month.
I won't be able to afford medication, therapy, doctor for my problems, won't be able to pay off all my bills, then there's food and all those things you MUST need. And living together with someone I would really like to pay my half of the electric bill, and the heating, as I just feel that's fair.

*sigh*

It's like these people see my name and go like "oh, Nathalie ... no thank you, we don't like the name".